Tomorrow Will Be A Better Day. =)

From 14209. Till now,8 months had already passed. Why do those tears still roll down her cheeks every time she's alone at night? Move on? How she wish she could. So much easier said than done. Heard many of those comforting words. But really too bad,they can only act as painkillers. Yes,she can forgive. But really too bad,her memory is too good. She can't forget what he did and said to her. She really wants to forget,but she really can't. How she wish she could forget,then it wouldn't hurt her so much right now. Time can heal all wounds. Is that really true? She doesn't dare to be taken away,because she already had the phobia of her new rainbow not treasuring her.

It is okay if she did wrong,then he gives her the cold shoulder. She really did try to recall what sin she had commited. It puzzles her. What did she do to deserve that attitude from him?

She's afraid. The world is not as simple as it seems. There are many scheming big bad wolves in disguise out there,preying on innocent little lambs. And so she needs some time to grant access to the only one she trusts.

Sadly,after she takes the time that is essential,her rainbow had already moved on to another sky. Since he could do that so easily,it goes to show that she means nothing to him at all. He's not the least proud to have her as his girlfriend. His girlfriend is just like a silly little girl who doesn't know how to dress,unlike his friends,unlike the girl's best friend. So what if he loses her. So what. He won't feel a thing. That was how unimportant she was in his heart.

When she be herself,he doesn't like it. And so she tried to change and improve. But that made her really unhappy. What's wrong with being herself? She is like that. I'm sorry girl. The ugly truth is,he doesn't like you for who you are. He is only concerned with spotting your flaws.

His criticisms have so much effect in bringing her down. It made her feel so useless. But deep down,she clearly knows that,she's not.

If she doesn't fall for him,he can say the harshest words and do the harshest things to her. It will have zero effect in hurting her. However,if she falls for him,even the little mean things that he does and say will have 100% effect in hurting her to a great extent. So why did she fall for him and allow him to bully her? Tell me. Was she silly?

It took some time for her to realise that she really does like him. But when she ended up falling for him,he doesn't like her anymore. He doesn't want to give her warm hugs anymore. He doesn’t mind if another guy hugs her anymore. He doesn't want her anymore. He wants to leave her behind,and allow someone else to take her away. He wants to abandon her and move on to another sky because at the end of the day,he realised she wasn't his type. He realised she wasn't his type only after she had fallen for him. She can't possibly turn back and stop liking him completely after falling for him. It's irreversible. And after she had fallen for him,it disappoints and hurts her so much as he could forget her that easily. Move on to another sky that easily. Moving away from her is just like a breeze to him. Yes,that was really painful. Do you people understand how much that hurts? Does anyone out there really understand how that feels? No,you people don't. You're not her. How would you understand. How would anyone understand.But,what's the point of keeping him when his heart is not with her? What's the point? That's right. It's pointless. And so she reluctantly decided to let him go and leave her behind. Her best friend and one of her good friend told her that she doesn't like him. In fact,she loves him. How can that be true? What is like? What is love? It's intriguing. In the past, she liked him,but doesn't realize it. So what does it imply now? That she has unknowingly grown to love him in the dark?

So what if she loves him. He doesn't love her. Not even like her a single bit anymore. One sided love just hurts. Way too much.